...another dollar. Ughs... Drank way too much last night, feeling yucks today. Better now than this morning...so bad. I fucking hate that I do this to myself. I need to quit drinking I think... how long have I been saying that?! Shit...or at least not drink during the week (at all!)...fucking a!
I had a weekend of much love. Too much love I guess. I don't know. This poly thing is kind of crazy. I don't think I'm really as polyamorous as I'd like to think. Then again, I do have the ability to love (really love) several people at the same time. But is it really love? Or just lust?
I wish I could go to Barcelona or something for a week. Why Barcelona, I really don't know, maybe because I like to pronounce it all Spain-Spanish like. Barrthelonah!! Ha! Maybe because I want to get some hot Spanish dick. God, I'm so fucked up. All I think about is sex. I think I'm worse than a guy.
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