So today is the day. The day I tell Christo that I can't see him for a while or ever really because I'm going to focus my energy on Demon again. I don't know if it's what I really want. I don't know what my heart wants any more. My heart wants too much, and that's the problem. I just can't say no to either of them. Or anyone. I can't not love people, anyone that comes my way, well, any hot man that comes my way. I just want to love them and fuck them and show them all kinds of yummy goodness. Sigh. I would make a good prostitute. Heh...
Anyway...as I was saying... I need to tell Christo good bye for a while. I don't want to! I really like him. He's so fun! And silly and makes me laugh. And cute. And more than all that put together....he smells really really good. And he fucks really good too. I'll get laid one last time tonight at least. Gahhh! I don't want to say bye to him. But saying bye to Demon is proving pretty darn hard too...he's just so fucking into me...gah! Why can't I just make up my mind and roll with it. Fucking fuck fuck. I hate this fucking decision...
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